I'm back on this blog after a long absence ... I have a little neglected since I moved because I was a bit obsessed by all sorts of things. In May, at the same time or I moved, I had completed my work of late and I organized a conference session with Kurt Hentshläger. Through it I had a contract for the gallery installation DHC, and a few other small projects to pursue.
It is now almost a year since I wrote this blog. At first I did it for me out of a severe depression. I think it help me. That's why I come back because this time I still feel a little "down". But do not worry, it has nothing to do with the state of anxiety in which I found myself last year! Not just a little 'down' because after two sessions of University (and a challenging summer course), I realize that I really do this. I really feel ripped off by me UQAM and be in a pseudo-research program creation. The word creation is strong because it has no adequate material resources, or studio. Above all there is no atmosphere conducive to creation. We do that writing and jazz subjects often away from the area of interest. I do not want to generalize because some courses were rather millet (As during TOF), even if the strike a 'scrap' the end of the session. Surprising that the lecturers are pretty grounder that more teachers. Basically in the end I'm not sure to be a winner. Maybe it's not as bad as I say this because I tendency to be demanding and then disappointed.
I also realize that it's very difficult to conceptualize vacuum, ie without purpose, without opportunity to present, without a team ... etc. I need a deadline, a context. I have this little while project idea that I could do to beautify this blog. I promise to do a work in progress ", but this work does not really tag, or context. It is a mental exercise, jogging. In short, I am told that I am creating a piece videosound, and I deliver on this blog the process. Every Friday before 16h, I'll give a piece of video. And my commitment is minimal, or at least a second per week. At worst, therefore, I have a video of 50 seconds (I'm off in the holidays) a year!. As I am committed to you, it might motivate me to do. Also you will be entitled to whine if the video is not online as planned, because it is my commitment. By cons I do not promise that it will be good to put this constraint would be enough to flop the project. So Friday 16h first draft. I can not wait to see what it will.
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